hmm..today... why is it so random for every of my post staring with hmm... today.. and all sorts of stupid opening/introduction... haiix...
so.. i will think of something genius next time=p hmm...(not a nice spot to put that words... maybe)=p
today that is really freaking me out... not a very nice word to put it...
but today morning is so not the day...
i don't know why i gets angry so easily... i mean.. not angry... maybe abit of... bu shuang?.. firstly is only because jigting sat on my place and ask me to seat somewhere else... can you imagine even this kinda small little things bother me for almost half an hour? lame shit.
secondly... it'd not as vividly in my mind.. but somehow it's bout yan hong.. which i was not happy with most of the time... if i'm not wrong... the matter is that...
when we was on our way to the class... i was standing beside christine and huixin...
and she keep pushing me to the front so that she can join christine..
it sounds like nothing but that irritates me alot... somehow.. i was having this thought..."stop pushing me dude! if you wanna join the clique just say so... do you know that it hurts when you keep pushing me... it irritates me too... i hate people to push me.. you always know that..." but none of them come out from my mouth...it somehow seems so evil of me to say that... i am kind enough that i did not say a word.. an expression of unsatisfied is enough... anyway.. none of them noticed that expression of me on my face.. so... that's great though^^
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
- boring
just now... i went to surf webs that i can surf from this pc... and i can only put it as "boring".
i was so not occupied at all.. full - time slacker now...
hopefully that my mom will change her thought of "my bao beii will be cheated on if she is out working at her age!!"=.=
i believe that things like this will not happen... cause... things will only happen the other way round=p
ok.. so.. just now i went to view wei ming's blog...(the sec 3B guy who always claim to be the cream of the crop)oh so the drama...
yep.. nice blog though... he uses very chim english...i mean not as in words... as in the sentence that he formed to explain the enthusiam inside him..i think...?
miracles do happen sometimes that i actually understand some of his enthusiastic(hmm...)sentence... lol..maybe i should tell myself this "well done cathrine, you are not as stupid though"=p
haha... no doubt that if you are with him for some period of time, your language will only gets better...as in english...
ok larh.. i dont really know him that much why am i saying all this=.=
how sarcastic i am... but believe me.. haha...bleahx!
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
dear dairyXD :
i got my result back today... heehee.. i am so happy^^
i promoted to sec 3 express le... haha... i am in 3b next year.. so damn happy=p
here is my result as reflected from my report book.
english language 53 c6
chinese 63 B4
mathematics 63 B4
science 55 C5
geography 58 C5
history 52 C6
literature(E) 70 A2
Design & Technology 64 B4
homme econnomics 64 B4
VIsual arts 53 C6
total : 595/1000
percentage : 59.5
results : passed
class position : 6/39
level position : 59/119
promotion status : promoted to S3 express
attendance : 190/190
conduct : very good =D
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
hello my dear little "diary' =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
today is aurelia zhu zhu de birthday, let's wish her happy birthday^^
i missed you so much that i visited you aslong as i could..XD
hmm.. so today is quite a fun day thoughXD
with hui yan mammy and huixin and xiu ling and jialu and bla bla bla....
we went to CWP and "buy" things... heehee.
haha.. after that we went to westmall and buy again... so fun=p
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
i hate myself. i hate to say that but i hate things happened that ruin my life.
from an incident..
i lost almost all things i have left with.
i lost trust from her.
i lost my trust to *her.
i lost my only bit of freedom i used to have.
everythings i do turn bad in her eye.
what *she does is always right.
*she gets what *she want. cause she is always right.
what i so is follow her command and nothing else bother.
she tell *her everything and nothing same come to my ear.
talking became lesser while command come more.
she never see my good and always bad of me came out from her mouth to others.
hate this kinda life...
life sux even more. but life still goes on.
i will try to lead it differently. try doing things which is inappropriate cause i what ever i do was wrong anyway.
i know i am wrong. no use by doing goos things. it will end up to be bad.
who knows? i may change for the better some day in the near future.but even if i dont, what bother anyway?it's my life no.. it's no longer my own life.
i think they know what i meant...?
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
daily report -
wake up slightly later, 11.57am.
nothing to do, wash face, read story book.
ouh, btw, i have moved into my cousin's house.
cousin who lived in jurong^^"
damn far from school... sian~
haha.. so cant online everyday anymoreT-T
today damn bullshit.
i went to housing board (toa payoh)
later that afternoon. when my mother was looking for a parking lot,
haha.. damn funny.. got 1 guy standing beside his vehicle, wearing a pantsXD
then my mama say :"aiyo.. why wear pants infront of me...hahaha..." then both of us laugh like madXD"
after that, i think some quarrel.. about my mother cannot get the loan from HDB...T_T
which means my family and i have no place to stayT_T ming ku... sobz...
after that, we go eat delifrance..(i am the only one eatingxD she is talking.. lol..)
then when we was walking back to the carpark... bullshit againxD
we wanted to walk to the lot.. and we saw one old guy driving the car to the side that has no way..
haha... lame... then the car went upwards... haha... funny larh.. dont know if you understand anot. just very funny..XD
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.
TEARS -
~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .
THAT ' list of desires ' .
Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.
- DEAD SILENCE .
I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;
- ADIEU.
- VAULT .
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- MELODY .
