Whatever.

2010-01-01T02:12:00.001-08:00

Hi . 01'01'10.

Sorry i'm going to abandon you.
This is the first for the last .
Moving to www.2-perfectcube.blogspot.com

Anyway, Since this is my past, I would like to sumarize what i wannted to say to you guys, Like what you guys did. ^^

HX - Thanks for being my best. You're always the one that knows me best, When can you stop reading my mind . haha. Ok fine, i dont wish you to stop doing that. I love you. Thanks for putting up with my craziness, stupidness, loudliness, loneliness, selfishness, peniless, cuteness(oops), manliness, ponderness and loveliness . Haha.

Jialu - chou lulu. I dont like you sometimes the things you do and the things you wanted me to do . Including your temper . =( But i love every moment, everytime, every word, every secret you gave me. Thank you . Love you.

Mailyn - Laopo, What i wanna tell you is somehow the same as lulu, thank you for everything. I love you too. Though you dont share secret with me ^^

Christ - Hi, What can i say, you're my best classmate and best person to talk to. How can i not love you. For being there for me most.

Qi - Thanks for being the joker that always made me laugh. Thanks for being the "Never pang seh" friend . Love you.

Hong - Though you have him but I am still in your mind. Thank you for this. Just because of this, I love you more !

Xuan - 哈咯!xuan 你比较特别点，用华语。哈哈谢谢你总是能让我的笑容贴在脸上，总是让我觉得我不是自己而已。好爱你！

Jiale - Tao yan.. THanks for guiding me in maths though sometimes i dont really listen, but you helped me most . Please, love yourself more . And let us love you .

Serene - Laopo 2, Thanks for, i dont know, being so good to me on my hardest days.
Thought alot of times, you pang seh me, but i still love you . Thanks for being so skinny, cute and lovely ! xD (you made me seems so fat =x)

Daph - Thanks for accompany me always, bearing my stupidness and craziness. Love you.

Pavi - Hi love, Thanks for making me feel the love in you . Thanks for the cares.
Thanks for sharing your sadness with me . I love to make you happy . I love you !

Kailun, Hongsheng, wenhao, ziwei, hsien wang, justin, jingting.. Who else ?
- Thanks for guiding me through my stupidness..

Teachers in my memories - Thanks for putting up with my craziness, stupidness and laziness. haha . You people are the best.
However i dont wanna see you guys anymore next year.=x
I mean, You should know bah . haha.

Mrs woo, Mrs yap, Mr hoo, Mr Tan, Mr loh, mr khir -
Hi principal and staff, I love you guys even though you guys are tough sometimes.
Mr khir, though you are no longer in WDL, But your loudliness and craziness,I just could never forget.. And your unique nick : Walking-Bomb. Ha.

Goodbye everythiing

!!!

2009-12-27T07:42:00.000-08:00

27'12'09. 2341.

好气好气。要找人消消气~
天下的妈妈都是以样的吗？
我真的很想放弃做一个乖乖女。
生活受到严重的限制。
一年，跟朋友出门的机会不到10次。
因为这样，害得我跟朋友相处的机会越来越少。
根本把我跟朋友的友谊拉开。
留下来给我的却是一条。。
令我很伤很伤的线。

怎么了。
明明是自己说，
做事也好，学习也罢，
都要有兴趣，不然会做不好。
现在，我只想找一个我做得开心的工，
也要不爽我。我并没有要求很多，
只想让工作轻松，所以要找一个开心的。
这样也不对吗？
我又没有跟着我自己的兴趣找。
难道钱。。真的那么重要？

Sorry mum . I ain't that kind of person you want me to be.
I am not a good girl, indeed, but i am not bad too.
I am not a girl, which, do whatever it takes to earn money.
I want to implant happiness in everything i do.
I am trying. Please stop asking me to do what i really dislike.
The more i do, the more i dislike. The more i dislike, the more i hate.
Mum, dont make me hate you. Seriously. Cause it hurts me to not love you anymore.

2009-12-26T05:26:00.000-08:00

Hello . 23'12'09.

Went orchard with my dajiejie and kor .

在乌节路上，有人求婚叶！！
这个男的超级无敌浪漫的吓死人！
他在那个大大的荧光幕对自己的女友表白。
还有人拉小提琴和送花。
妈的！！如果是我，会哭得稀里哗啦！连说话都不会。
太感动了。在一旁的我，都擦点哭了。

Hello. 24'12'09.

Went orchard with the girls. Funtime.

没什么特别的。就是跟那些低智商的出门，超开心。=xx
哈哈。没有拉只是彼此都很小孩子气。
哦！对了。在cineleisure外面，看见两个gay!超不爽的。因为其中一个像他
heehee..那个gay在抽烟，破坏跟他很像的他的好形象。哈哈。

2009-12-26T01:38:00.000-08:00

Hi . 26'12'09.

Happy belated christmas !

A post meant to be ignored.
Though 写这些是跟圣诞一点关系也没有。
但我还是要写。
I like it when you teach me how to scoop ice cream.
I like it when you scoop a spoon of ice cream for me to taste.
I like it when you help me to clear the table.
I like it when I clear the table for you.
I like it when you help me to look for sushis.
I like it when you show me your puny tidy handwriting.
I like it when you cheer over food.
I like it when you laugh at what you said.
I like it when you smile to yourself.
I like it when you ask me to go for lunch.
I like it when you didn't bother to say hello.
I like it when you didn't bother helping me.
I like it when you keep talking to another girl.
I like it when you say you dont like me.
I like it when you hugged me and say goodbye.
I like it that it was you.
I just like you.

2009-12-22T08:13:00.000-08:00

Hi. continuation of 22'12'09 post.

As promised, I did it .
(12:02 AM) (8)||[James Lim: added
(12:02 AM) lonely in gorgeo: dc she said
(12:02 AM) -: haha
(12:02 AM) (8)||[James Lim: ADDED LA
(12:02 AM) -: erm anyway, thanks for the attention T.t
(12:02 AM) -: Since this is my last day, I must say this
(12:03 AM) BLGH: WHY LAST DAT
(12:03 AM) -: kena fire diao T.t Anyway
You all be my witness arh
heehee
(12:04 AM) -: Although abit fudge to dos but
(12:05 AM) OmFgItZkAhO--: oh
(12:05 AM) -: jian ee, I like you =x I mean seriously . If i dont say now i dont know when then can say . Haha . Just wanna let you know my feelings towards you . You dont like me it's ok but please dont feel bothered. OK ! BYE !

2009-12-22T07:29:00.000-08:00

Hi. 22'12'09。

真的好伤心。本来在找我在sushi tei 拍的照，才发现。。
我一张也没有。。
被迫离开。。真的很不好受。
我对亲爱的大家的那段回忆。。
不足与让你们对我有深刻的印象，
却足以让我痛哭一场。
我真的不想离开你们。

突然觉得好孤独。
孤独的包着寂寞。
好想蹲在一个角落。。
痛快大哭一场。。

最后，我答应我自己，
在我离开的那一天，我要让你知道我对你的心情。
Tang jian ee.. 我好喜欢你。真的。。

2009-12-20T23:13:00.000-08:00

Hi. 21'12'09. 1533.

真好看的日期。

我增肥了！！
昨天真是的。因为很多order错，害得bernard被simon讲。
真是对不起他。
Actually, James 不是不好，
只是脾气有一些些暴躁。但很会帮助别人阿。
but, 还是有些些在针对我的感觉。真是dumbnut.

今天, 我被恶到了。=.=
在牙医那儿，看牙医动手术，把磨磨人的智慧牙拔掉。
是恶到~
我擦点儿要昏过去呢。
真的！！脚软有没有？！呵呵。

最后，很想诉苦诉苦一下下。
我身边的朋友都很爱装可爱业！！
都超爱迟到的。可恶！！
Cant remember when, but I waited for like an hour or more ?
讨厌~xD 爱我就别让可爱的我等这么久嘛！~

2009-12-19T23:31:00.000-08:00

Hi . 20'12'09. 1532.
Again, happy birthday to ker jia jiejie.

刚到冰箱发现我还有one bunch of 花在里面等着受死。
很不忍心把那bunch of cute 花给丢了，就用那花瓣来count
他喜不喜欢我。呵呵。结果是喜欢。真无聊。

安妮未，很无聊的我，做了很无聊的事。
请sit back and 跟我一起无聊吧！
这是。。舍玩意儿？
真漂亮。。好想吃吃看。能吃吗？
哇！好香噢！
让我先试试看哦！
*呕*这东东真难吃！

2009-12-19T09:55:00.000-08:00

20'12'09. 0200.

Hi. Happy birthday to kerjia jiejie .

Bernard 启发了我。
他说，用华语来表达自己的情感，是可以发出打从内心里的感受。
心动，心痛，开心，伤感，一一在于这些多笔画的字。
好开心，可是也感到一些些的心痛。
很难说得出口的理由，让自己的心更寂寞。
抱着寂寞，看着空虚，摸索着开心，等待的却是快乐。。
它看不到，听不到，摸不到。。该怎么得到呢？

我好想好想。。
好想好想。。
好想好想和你在一起。。

2009-12-06T03:36:00.000-08:00

Hi . 06'12'09.

Happy marriage ! , Happy ending !
Oh my, 大哥哥.. 29, Has finally ended his bachelor's life.
I mean like, finally .
Haha . My 大嫂嫂 is berry pretty with a really cool character.
Character that, youngsters likes, old folks dont.
At least that is how i think of it.
Gotten an ang boa from them for serving 大嫂嫂 tea .
So funny, My 二哥哥 say i will get bigger ang boa if i shout 大嫂喝茶！哈哈。

This is my Ass. manager at sushi tei, according to the full-time staff there.
To be really considerate, I dont see the need to put their names, cause they are really nice.
This is the way she is. Two headed tortoise.
She actually scolded XL till she shed her tears, leaving an bulky eyes .
My heartache when Such a cute face turn out to be like this. >(
Another part-timer complained to me that she..
treated her staff, like a dog. Yea. No point stating how.

But who cares, I love the staff there, thats why i'm staying.
At least that is what most of the staff warned us .

2009-12-02T07:51:00.000-08:00

Hi . 02'12'09. 2352 .
Happy birthday James lim .

Few minutes later..
Happy birthday ah hong .
I love you deep deep . xD
May you lead a wonderfull 6teen .

Hee .. I'm just here to showoff that..
A berryx10^6 cute boy kissed my cheek at sushi tei . Hee.
I seriously have lots of fun with the people there .
I love you, sushi !

Although abit out of nowhere, but, I LOVE YOU, LULU ! xD

Me Love SUSHI TEI .

2009-11-26T08:23:00.000-08:00

Hi . 26'11'09.

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home
If you follow the alone star, my love will get you home
If the bright lights blind your eyes, my love will get you home
If your troubles break your strike, my love will get you home
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home
Whenever is only you too blame, my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself losing long alone.
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home boy,
My love will get you home,
Boy my love will get you home.

I love my job . But somehow i felt so alone when i;m the only one who cannot work on public holiday.xp

Well, What can I say. (;

2009-11-21T07:47:00.000-08:00

Hi . 21'11'09.

If I were to describe myself,
it would be sentimental?
I can't believe that a scene of parting..
Made me watch 3 times and over,
I'm still crying like a baby.

看终极三国，你才真的活过！xD

Aww.. And i miss red camp already.

As what matthew, the host, said.
"A beautiful end to an amazing chapter in my life..
Campers, Student Leaders, Chiefs
Thank you for the awesome memories"

I love this. =D

The warm welcome and the lovely parting.
Engraved on my mind. I enjoyed this three days.
Thanks !

2009-11-20T01:15:00.000-08:00

Hi. 20'11'09.

I was happy the whole day on 19'11'09.
Not until the clock struck 0015, according to him.
It was a fun day in ngee ann, Red camp 6 is cool on day 3.

I felt an heartache when i turned him down.
He is a good guy. The best i can say, i've ever met.
I felt his love. His care, His everything good that covered his bad.
He care to ask me what happen when i'm down.
He care to say hi when i'm bored.
He care to raise my price in FFS when i am bored of facebook because of that.
He think good of me where I am not.

But what can i do. I thought of making him mine.
But thats so bitch of me to do so.
Ain't it playing aroung with his feelings?
Good guy dont deserve that.
It hurt you and it hurt me too. Somewhat.
But i have to do it.
Cause i aint a good girl to have your love.

Sorry, I ain't a good girl.

2009-11-18T08:21:00.000-08:00

Hi. 19'11'09.

Your temperature kept me warm.
Your extended arms, with me in front of you.
Your breath are so distinct, against my hair.
You look average, with an extremely small pair of eyes.
Eyes that are somewhat mesmerizing.
Eyes.. That are set on another girl.

You are just another passerby leaving footprints on my blog.
...Just another passerby i wanted to comment...
...Just another passerby that i've noticed...
...Just another passerby of my life.

Goodbye, passerby.(;

2009-10-10T22:45:00.000-07:00

Hi . 11'10'09. 1347 .

I am going to try my best . Oh dear .
Berry near . Real near . damn near . So near .
Berry much neglected, I'm sorry to you .

Will be right back real soon . Wait for me .

2009-09-18T06:28:00.000-07:00

Hi . 18'09'09 . 2129 .

I hereby declare, i'm going to RUN all the way .
这将是我十年，最后的冲刺！
I want, I will .
I will, I can .
我要，我一定能办到.

2009-09-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

11'09'09 . 2212

Does things always look like what they are ? Think again .
If you thought things will always be what it seems like it is, think deeper .

Never judge a book by its cover . Be it good or bad .

Anyway, thanks Ang baba . Not a bad day .

2009-09-08T04:45:00.000-07:00

08'09'09 . 1947

Hello,

Happy birthday Hoe jialu

Though the distance between us is incresing,
I can't bear to abandon the thick and thin .

And there's still a long long way to go .

Thank you, love . Happy 6teen .
ILOVEYOU . (;

Typicl friend in any way .

2009-09-05T02:51:00.000-07:00

05'08'09 . 1806 .
- This is a post that is meant to be ignored .

There's this look, on your face .
I despised, abhorred .
I asked for help . This is the face i get .
I dont need your trust . Neither did i try to earn it .

Cause you thought you have mine, which you thought i wanted to have it from you .
That's not happenning in any way .

Just like what chanel just told me . My language is poor, I can still excel you if i wanted .
Remembering how you corrected my tongue, when your pronounciation is just as bad .

You complained that those female dogs,
Who goes around barking of others repugnant character .
Yet you're one, acting to be nice infront of them,
In fact was doing the same .

I know i'm acting like one here too .
What can i say . Your attitude, your style, your character .
Makes me what i am today .

Should i put the blame on you like you did to the society ?
Hmm..

2009-09-04T08:33:00.000-07:00

04'09'09 . 2335 .

MT Prelim flunked due to that not working electric dictionary .
Excuse me, i'm not sad . It's meant to be flunked .

One day . One of my living day, I will dare myself to try the dare-devil extreme sports . Anyone of them .

I'm randomly crapping due to the fact that,
I've fallen into a liking mode with someone .
-Liking can be nothing .
-Hurting can start from anything .
-I dont wish to flunk my major o level in anyway .

I dont wanna be the reason why .

2009-09-01T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hi . 01'09'09 . 1516 .

Happy teacher's day to the teacherssss in the whole world .

Anyway, here are some photos to share haha .

LOL . No intro . blah .

Anyway, Final Destination, that M18 show had been watched by me,
with hx by my side .
Dont know why i should be glad with hx beside . Especially when she keeps asking questions about the SAME movie we are watchng together .
(If she dont know what happened, how can she expect me to know.xp)

2009-08-27T06:11:00.000-07:00

Hi . 2112 .

27 is is the day . 08 is the month . 09 is this year .
27'08'09 is the day i reach 16 .

Happy 6teeeeeeeeeeeen Cathrine peh . You're one year matured .
Thanks mummy for bearing the pain for what seems like eternity,
With the cute little me struggling to come out, 16 years ago .
I love my mummy .

I would like to thanks :
HOE JIALU + HO JIALE
For that ~~pink~~ box filled with six yummy cupcakes .
-Christ for being the first to wish me at 12 midnight .
-Hx for being second at 1 midnight .
-Mummy the one who bear the pain .
-Loraine .
-Jin hui .
-Yogis .
-Puti .
-Raja .
-Nurul .
-Serene .
-Jasper goh
-Laopo .
-Bixuan .
-Those on facebook .
-Wenhao .
-Junlin .
-Those I forget to name .
-Those who forget my birthday .

Thanks everyone . I love my life . xp

Last but not least, Thanks to People-in-charge of rating moovies,
for rating FINAL DESTINATION 3D as M18. =.=

My birthday past, Just like that . Still, Happy 6teen . I love you, cat . ^^

2009-08-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

16'0'09 . 2109

Hi . Today is sunday.
Mr Quek promised me that if i post, He will teach me Maths . (;
As he was saying, I'm happy just because my nickname is Bearbear ? Hmm..

Anyway,
Oral take place tomorrow . My oral is the day after .
Today i'm trying hard to concentrate on my E maths .
But Whenever i was getting my head into it, My aunt will call me to do something .
I dont feel like moving, but what to do .
I'm living in her house, using her resources.

To summarize, Homes are not a perfect place to study .

Everyone take note of this : This blogger's birthday is on 27/08 .
Ya . If you wanna give me present, i dont mind . xD
And, The first on my list that i wish for birthday is
to watch Final destination 3D .
Second is to watch Orphan (NC16)

Just now when I talked to my mum, she says our house is facing financial problems .
And she cant work due to the fragile hand of her's. So she have to take up some
Upgrading-of-self lesson. And she want to drive taxi as an occupation ..
I'm so sad i dont know why . How can she drive taxi . She will hurt her back .
How i wish o level finsh this INSTANT and i can work to reduce her burden .

You can treat this as craps cause none of this is your buisness ya .
Haha ..

2009-07-31T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hi . 31'07'09 .

Goodness gracious me. Just have my E maths test today .
I find it hilarious that , the sign |(355432)| Should be a vector .
And guess what . I thought it is modulus .
Erm.. In case you dont know, modulus is a maths . |(bla bla)| Represent positive .
I bet teacher who mark my paper will be laughing his ass out .

Anyway, I thought i have so much to say . But once here, i'm lost of words .
Long time no see . I felt so lively .
Oh-so-random - again .

OK goodbye .

Anyway, Dont know why, i start to like the nickname posted to me by mr choh .
BearBear ? Huh . I dont know why this . Maybe he is trying to act cute.
Maybe i'm plump . What-so-ever.
So, I think that i am trying to act cute too, under his influence .

Haha . Bye . Galvanizing is a method of coating . ;D

2009-07-23T06:03:00.000-07:00

Hello . 23'07'09.

Eclipse was the day before . The few minutes of darkness, occur once every century.
Happened when the sun the earth the moon stood in a straight line .
Actually, to have seen eclipse was a total blessing, even if it's only on T-V .
However, If I can get the chance to have seen aurora with my bear eyes . What's regrets before i die ? LOL.
-Crap .

MT, a finish, not totally . I'm getting my head so-into my own culture . I am KIN to learn MORE .
I can finally feel the burning heat on my butt, LIKE NOW.
What's life if your knowledge is at the minimum.

Anyway, Let me share something . I am so-going-to-try-hard to get myself into ngeeann's psychology .
I am so-seriously-meaning-it .

Oh, So busy . Suffocating. I mean, What can I say .

10th

2009-07-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

Marilyn the great here, helping Miss Peh to blog!

Miss Peh said she had Chinese Oral today, horribly done.

Must wish her all the best becox this year is her graduating year.

Featured photosssss:

Miss Peh, you should come update your blog now. Since I have already upload the photos for you.

*nah*

Loves.

2009-07-08T06:56:00.001-07:00

Hi . 08'07'09.

Wow . Great day . moodless . Just a quick post here to inform you that I am a lazy girl. Yea . I'm lazy to update at my peak period now . Pardon it, pardon me .

Anyway . Quick update .
Just to tell mr choh and my mum something .
------Mr choh : Thanks alot to you that i quarrel with my mom . again.
Thanks thanks thanks. Have any idea how much i detest you now ? Ofcause i dont . ;D

------Mom : Just to tell you i love you no matter how untrust worthy you think i am . Dont know why . i just love you even when you scold me . EVEN WHEN i talk back . Just know i love you no matter what . =)

Bye . Next update is an unknown date . Go ahead and say me lazy at my tagboard . Cauesa i AM lazy .

2009-06-24T08:40:00.000-07:00

Hello . 24'06'09 . 2343.

Holiday is ending like Real soon .
Guess what . Look at how's the progress in my holiday assignment >

+ English : A few words/3 compo, 0/3 compre .
+ E maths : Let's not talk bout it . ;D
+ A maths : Not this either . ;D
+ Chem : A few MCQ question / 4 full PYP .
+ SS : 0/2 SEQ .

Ya . Basically I've done SOMETHING over MINE holiday .
Aww . Dont praise me .
So ya . My remaining days is just to give people here a big warm goodbye .

AS IF
What's doomed . I know how to spell it . I know nothing about it . (;
Anyway, Saw Shen lili today ! She look better now !
And Mr QUEK pointing fnger at me . Aww~

Pig . She say she wanna tatt on her leg .
While Cat, rather tatt on her back . Either behind her neck, or above her waist .
Who's idea best ? - Rhetorical question. xD

Oh and . Before that, I suppose Alex choh will be unable to return to singapore ?
Aww~ I will definitely miss him Hell lot ! Hope he will survive his extended 1 week holiday ? And i remember him mentioning that E maths will be taken over by NEW teacher ? Aww~ I want Alex choh ! xD

Lastly ! I've gained 2N more this june .
Sorry Ms peh, I've tried my best. But drooling over foodsss is seriously so heartrending ~ (Tears dripping)

Crap .

2009-06-22T18:34:00.000-07:00

Hello . 23'06'09 . 0836 .

First thing first . Sorry Mr queck(Pardon me, I dont know how to spell x.x) .
You actually went back to this year march's post and read ? LOL .
I've went back and I think What I post is quite hurting . I hereby apologize to you .
Just me-being-childish yea . Accept my apology ? ;D

Next . Went to beach that day . Wierd day I have . Which is on the fact that I drank 2 mouthful of soap . It's the second gulp that I, then realize it's a cup of soap . Dunce . Grab a bottle of mineral water, gulp it down ASAP , Which later on, I realize again it's a freaking wrong thing to do . I tried vomiting it out and quite disgusted by it. Especially when the taste of the soap is evolving in my mind . A burning sensation started growing in my throat . Well, You should give it a try . 2 mouthful of soap . ;D

- Picture of that day .
I drew it .The t .. Wrong side . LOL .

2009-06-18T04:52:00.000-07:00

Tagged by: Marilyn laopo .
All of the 14 people must do this quiz , unless he/she doesn't have a blog.
Write the name of 14 people you can think off the top of your head.

1) HuiXin
2) Jialu
3) Christine
4) Yanhong
5) YuQi
6) Bixuan
7) Weiqin
8) Daphne
9) Kelvin
10) Weicheow xD
11) Jasper
12) Chanel
13) Pavithra
14) Hassena

1. How did you get to meet 7 ?
NPCC .

2. What would you do if you & 13 never meet ?
Part of my happiness in life will never happen ?

3. What would you do if 1 & 12 date ?
Good question . Let's wait and see . ;D

4. Have you ever seen 14 cry ?
Not really .

5. Would 4 & 11 be a good couple?
Perfect match . (It's fate that this question repeat .)

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
I suppose so .

7. What's 2's favourite colour ?
Currently Pink . =.=

8. When was the last time you talk to 9 ?
No idea .

9. What language does 8 speak ?
Mandarin.

10. Who is 13 going out with ?
Alot . Unable to list .

11. What grade is 12 in ?
Secondary 4 .

12. Would you ever date with 10 ?
SECRET LARH !xD

13. Where does 5 live ?
Somewhere in SG .

14. What's the best thing about 3 ?
ART and crapping . Wild too .

15. What would you want to tell 10 now ?
LALALA !

16. What's the best thing about 8 ?
No idea .

17. Have you ever kissed 5 ?
Sadly, no . ;X

18. What was the best memories you have with 7 ?
Let's not talk about it .

19. When's the last time you're going to see 6 ?
Just this afternoon .

>20. How is 14 & 12 different ?
Height ? Race ? Skin colour ?

21. Is 6 pretty ?
DUH .

22. What was the first impression of 11 ?
Easy target to bully . ;X

23. How did you meet 5 ?
Classmate .

24. Is 1 your best friend ?
Duh .

25. Do you hate 12 ?
Why should I .

26. Have you seen 4 on the last month ?
Yea .

27. When was the last time you said to 3 ?
Say what ?

28. Have you been to 5's house ?
Nope .

29. When's the next time your gonna see 10 ?
No chance .

30. Are you close to 13 ?
I suppose so ?

31. Have you been to a movie with 4 before ?
Yea .

32. Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8 ?
Nope .

33. Would you give 2 a hug ?
Yea .

34. When have you lied to 3 ?
No idea .

35. Is 1 good with socializing ?
Hard to say !

2009-06-18T03:38:00.000-07:00

Hi . 18'06'09 . 1840.

-Happy birthday to chan bixuan.

I'm so going to change that blogskin of mine .

2009-06-12T10:11:00.000-07:00

Hi . 13'06'09 .

Tonight, I received your calls.
"I'm ok ." You started .
"I hope you are not catching a cold ." You said with a sniffing sound .

That night . I've forgot the date .
You say you missed me . I ignored that .
That necklace . I'm wearing .
Right from the moment Where you are forced to leave.

2009-06-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

Hi . 12'06'09 . 2209 .
Have a fun day. I feel so good. Thanks alot people. ;D

-Photos of me with them ;D

-Photos of them. ;D

And i'm tagged to do this quiz, sometimes ago, from laopo.
Laziness is what within me that i hated most. And now i have triumph over it.
Hmm.. Ok, but atleast For this instant. ;D

1)Beside lips , where is your favourite spot to kiss ?
cheeks .

2)How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Anything but great .

3)Who was the last person you took with ?
YA . Took what ?

4)Would you consider yourself spoilt ?
Somewhat .

5)Would you donate blood ?
Why not .

6)Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex ?
No idea .

7)Do you want someone dead ?
Not now i suppose .

8)What does the last msg says?
Which last msg ?

9)What are you thinking right now?
Get this over with .

10)Do you wish someone with you right now ?
No idea .

11)What time you went to bed last night ?
No idea .

12)Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing right now ?
NO idea . FOC from my cousin ?

13)Is someone in your mind ?
I suppose so ?

14)Who was the last person you texted?
Jasper goh .

15)7 people tagged to do quiz . (I dont know, but something is wrong with this Question)
1. Christine .
2. Huixin .
3. yanhong .
4. bixuan .
5. Susan peh .
6. jasper goh .
7. Any passerby starting from now .

16)Who is 2 having relationship with ?
Cathrine peh li min ? =.=

17)Is 3 male or female ?
Female.

18)If 7 & 6 get together , would it be a good thing ?
How am i suppose to know . Ask 7 if he or she happen to be here. =.=

19)What is 1 study about ?
Art .

20)When was the last time you chat with 5 ?
I just did .

21)Is 4 single ?
She is forever not . She is too popular !

22)Say something about 2 ?
Pig .

23)What do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?
What else . Perfect match .

24)What do you think if 6 & 7 fight ?
Obviously 7(whoever that is)will win . 6 is too weak .

25)Do you like 3 ?
I dont see why not .

2009-06-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

Hi . 2150. 05'06'09 .

All normal girls are like this. All girls love themselves. How can you disagree with my agreement? ;D

Anyway, What's the problem with the earthlingss nowadays ? I seriously dont understand. What's the problem with me ? LOL. There must be something at amiss. I just couldn't figure out what. Hmm..

2009-06-02T05:40:00.000-07:00

02'06'09 . 2052 .

Hi.

我。。突然间很讨厌身边的一切。
我的头发，我的脸，我的身体，我的思想，身边的人。
最讨厌的好像还是自己。。
但我唯一不讨厌的，却是令我讨厌我自己的,
妈妈。。

2009-05-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

Hello . 21'05'09. 2252.

Nothing. Here to say;
I love the pervertic style of that intensive mother tongue !;DDDDD

What can you say ? ;D
Bye-eeee-eee-ee-e.

2009-05-16T08:29:00.000-07:00

Hi . 16'05'09. 2330 .

Hurhur .. Nothing much . Read on if you are interested lol.

我以为要是唱的用心良苦
你总会对我多点在乎
我以为虽然爱情已成往事
千言万语说出来可以互相安抚
期待你感动
真实的我们难相处
我已经相信有些人我永远不必等
所以我明白在灯火栏珊处
为什么会哭..

只想你明白
我心甘情愿爱爱爱爱到要吐
那是醉生梦死才能熬成的苦
爱如潮水
我忘了我是谁
至少还有你哭
我想唱一首歌给我们祝福
唱完了我会一个人住
我愿意试着了解从此以后
拥挤的房间一个人的心
有多孤独..

让我断了气铁了心爱的过火
一回头就找到出路
想不到你
若无其事的说
这样滥情, 何苦
我想来一个吻别作为结束,
想不到你只说我不许哭,
不让我领悟..

Haha.. Thats all .. xp Goodbye.

2009-05-09T03:24:00.000-07:00

Hello. 09'05'09.

-07'05'09 .
Happy birthday christine boey yanling.xD
-08'05'09 .
Happy birthday khoo huixin pig !

Nothing much. Yesterday maths exam hx like half dead . LOL. So i was like, What ?
Then she say she broke down because of maths. Dots.

-Ms peh's theory on 'x'.
x, ia an alphabet, a pathetic little helpless fellow. Always, he always go missing without fail. This led to people, or rather students, going around, mad, brainstorming, trying to look for it.
Therefore, further led to him being abhorred by all students.
Hmm.. Maybe not all. Some perverts still exist in the world that enjoy so much in searching and looking for him. =)

Crap. Here are some random photos. Ha. xp
-The rather old ones.
Christ, Pig, Yuqi. Hee.
I'm in Red. xD
Sue and pig.xp

-Rather new ones.xD And it's All about me ! xp

OK. Goodbye . Oh And, Remember to smile. =D

2009-04-30T05:31:00.000-07:00

Hi. 30'04'09.

First thing first. - Swine flu.
Swine flu is like, spreading real fast and is going to hit the 6th stage soon?
People in school, around me became so overly frightened that one by one, coming and going around telling people they suspect themselve being one among those. Oh my.
Everybody listen up yo. Cathrine peh is speaking.
Things to take note of :
-Listen to me when i talk.
-Drink lots of water.
-Exercise more.
-Dont stop yourself from going out. Must get sufficient fresh air.
-Keep on reading.
-Eat more.
-Sleep less.
-Think more.
-Dont stop reading.
-Personal hygienes must be kept well.
Last but not least, If you are afraid that you are one of those infected, dont be.
If you're scare that you might be the only one waiting to die, pass me that virus.
I'm willing to accompany you if that make you feel at ease.

Secondly - A theory from mr. Ang.

I suppose this theory is printed quite vividly on my mind.
He says, Nothing is fair in this world.
Well, Can you disagree with my agreement? ;D
Yes. Nothing is fair.
And theres this story he mentioned, which is quite meaningful;
A guy have 1$ with him. And he donated 1$ to a begger.
Vs.A guy have 100$ with him. And he donated 10$ to a begger.

Who donated more? Hmm.. How can you compare in the first place. Right?
So why compare. Why.

2009-04-24T09:08:00.000-07:00

Hi. 25'04'09. 0010.

Oh my god. Exams is coming real soon. So instant, with a blink of eyes, it's mid already.
And here i am still swinging like nobody's buisness. This cant be the way things are working. I must get up now !

Anyway, i'm quite lazy to post about today, but theres picture though. Some might be uploading tomorrow. Maybe. Just maybe. So, maybe not.

This is some crap photos of my bra-de and i.

Ha ha. ok goodbye.

2009-04-18T06:54:00.000-07:00

Hi. 18'04'09 . 2159.

Long day yestercday. So is today.

- 17'04'09.
Yesterday was still sad and keep flashing back to the scene where he accompanied me home, asking me to sleep more. I counted the hours i slept per day, a little confused, and he reach out his hand askng, " Do you want to borrow my hand?" LOL.
And Luu sent him a msg yesterday scolding him, insulting him. He msged me and say about this. Angry at first, but thinking that luu just can't bear to see my tears soothes my anger..
Later that day, was much better when sec 4's shared some quality time together for the last time.. Just look at how happy i am. Sorrow kept well.

MR Queck act cute !xD

And the lollipop given by jasper make me much more better ! xp

- 18'04'09 .
Went jasmine house and waited for christ. Know what ! I'm stuck in the toilet ! It's so damn funny. Her sis later thought of me, must have been stuck, came to my rescue xD
To woodgrove, met xin quan ! And a gay kept staring like nobody's buisness ! I shouted, "see what see !" And ya. Christ 25$ was stolen by someone related to chair. That is what we suspected. Ya. If she think that i'm referring to her, and felt bad, good for her, she is forgiven. But if she's not, Shame on her.

Then took some photos, but.. end up with only one..
Act cute "2" - Dingyuan. Act cute "1" - Me. Act cute "3" was christ, but not captured. =(

Anyway, He's that guy ! ..
See ! Flirting ! haha. xp

2009-04-16T05:39:00.000-07:00

Hi. 16'04'09. 2040.

Damn sad now. I can't believe it.
From yesterday, around 9, I started crying until 11++ Non-stop, to bed.
I set alarm at 4 to do homework, and my tears started dripping down again non-stop Until i went showerring for school. Managed to control a little on board MRT , But started crying on my way to school, till i reach class, until the first period. Cry until berry tired, rest on my arms and find my way to lala land.

Like wow ! The first time i managed to cry so much . Ain't i good? Beat that. Ha..
Seriously, I cant help it anymore.. Can you sense the dripping tears on my keyboard now..? I dont know why. Tears just ran down like nobody buisness..
I've lost control of it. To triumph over tears ain't an easy job.

After school while walking to cwp, I cried and talked while jiale and christ walked and listened. The more i say, the more i cried. And the more they comforted me, in a rather cute way.. They stated the ~~fact~~ that he doesn't have balls. =.=
Uh.. Hmm.. This is just part of what they say. Further elaboration is a no-need. So ya, Thanks alot to them.. I felt abit better eating pasta with them.

Comparing jialu's with jiale's statement, i believe more of jiale's.
She must be right. If a guy say that (Again, further elaboration is a no-need), Means He's a bastard already. Ya. So.. Ya.

2009-04-11T20:25:00.000-07:00

Hi. Found this over the net. Ha. Quite laughable. Sorry if it's a copy-righted. lol

Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?
Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.
Caller : No , I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!
Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.
Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?
Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one)has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one)got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.
Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!
Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?
Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).
Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!!

=================================================

This is hilarious ...

Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:

Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin)
Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin)
Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin)
Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien)
Monica Cheng => Touching your buttocks (Hokkien)
Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien)
Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Man! darin)
Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien)
Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin)
Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien)
Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin)
Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)
Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin)
Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien)
Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese)
Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)
Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien)
Pete Tsai => Nose droppings (Hokkien)
Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese)

2009-04-08T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hi. 08'04'09.

What kind of life i'm leading. That kind of relative of mine.
Wanted to concentrate so much on work but failed to.
Let teachers down. What a failure i can be. Still, caught in the middle of obesity.
How can i lose weight? Mr choh says I look fat.
Life at home isn't any better..
Lesser income.. Not knowing why, lead to lesser allowance. Depend merely on the left over bread from my aunt's friend only if they come down for mahjong.
So pardon me if i did not return the money I've borrowed. It's not that i dont wanna return. I need time. ;D

My relative are getting out of hand . Heard that my little uncle(??) Hit my mum just because my mum refuse to agree signing the contract of selling my grandma's house. ); My poor mum.. It must be berry hurtful. My stupid sister. If i were there, I might video down the scene and encourage my mum to go to the police !
Yet only, If. LOL.. Oh, dramatic life.

Oh my, look at how close 'o' lvl is and i'm still complaining about this.

2009-04-02T05:39:00.000-07:00

Hello. 02'04'09.

Yesterday april fool day, managed to fool a little. Hee..
So ya, I don't know but my life is in a big mess now .

Just now WQ call and oh my goodness. He played two songs for me and it's damn nice can. I never know he's that good in piano. I'm going to die soon.. I suppose ? LOL.

Everyday reach cousin house, start to do housework..
If Aunt ask for it, can't turn her down..? By the time i've settled down it's already 8 something. How to finish that tons of homework there. );
Ofcourse, people's reaction will be like, "chey, thats all? There are much more pathetic people out there. This is nothing k. Be grateful of what you have."
Bla bla bla. Wait till you are in my position Alright?
Ya ! I'm complaining. So what. I hardly complain anymore ! xp

Anyway, today's A maths crap, Mr choh talk about women's armpit hair ! Oh my goodness. He can mix everything up with a click of his finger, no matter what the topic concern about. Thats real 'genius' .

2009-03-20T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hello. 20'03'09. 2034.

Today is not a waste. At Least I get to know manteng, my still best friend, I suppose?
She seems so strong and tough on the outside. However, vice versa on the inside.
She's hurt in some ways, by her friend. She seems to be wary of them uses her matter-of-factly. And she just give in what she could.
Her family matter is not that great either. Torn, Perhaps.
She persevered through her tough life, I may put it this way. She tried to stay strong despite of the lonely ambient.

Mr queck is biased biased biased ! He let s4 NA and NT student incharge of sec 1 camp. Express? Step aside. As in, not even invited. Craps like " you all got lesson " is given. Shit. Lier. It's friday today. And the camp is held at 1200 where lesson is about to end.

I hate all the teachers in the world. Because of him, all teachers are the same to me.

2009-03-19T02:30:00.000-07:00

Hello. 19'03'09. 1737.

So early that i'm posting. xp
My Bra-de. So handsome xp
Kelvin Cheong. Msging ahem. Too bad the gravity pulled him down. If not, the msg could make him fly, I suppose?xp

My Laopo and me.(;

2009-03-17T04:05:00.000-07:00

Hi. 17'03'09 . 1905.

Oh, Great day. Casting the fact that the irritating itchy nose stucked on my face.
And and, I reckon my back will soon break into half. Course of my childishness that day, trying to be cool, acting clone of a guy by sliding down the slide beside the stairs, and witnessed by hx, lu, christ and Yh my funny action of trying to stabillize myself from falling. It hurt.D;
An-e-way, My blog seems so dull and egotistic. What can I do? Hmm..

However, here are the highlights of the day ;D

That day an accident occurs. I dont wish to bring out this annoying matter.
So ya, they asked for compensation. But I still dont think my mummy is at fault. Ya. The end.

Oh and, My bra-de.;D

2009-03-14T07:43:00.000-07:00

Hi. 14'03'09. 2243.

Not knowing why. Somehow, when i'm down, everything in my life turns upside down. Everything. The impact is rather huge, small little thing could hurt really deep.

I wanted to be a counselor in the future, and now i'm training from scratch, which is to stabilize my emotion. At times when BX sing, " Nobody likes me " I could feel myself dying inside. I've being trying berry hard to not showing any emotion. I'm trying, hoping that could make myself feel better, somehow. But school's life didn't work that way. Teachers in the whole world are bias. None of them like me.

-Ms lim like Huixin.
-Mr choh like Christine.
-Mr queck like Shu hui.

I'm good for nothing, succeed in neither. Not in Npcc, not in academic.
Nobody likes to be with me. All were leaving.

I dont know how long I can love myself this way, I'm still holding on.
Please, you dont have to save me. Just dont break me up any further and i'll be grateful.(;

2009-03-05T04:52:00.000-08:00

Hi. 05'03'09.

Jialu 'tio dai ji'. From her ex, who claim to love her most, and until forever with no ending. How sweet, my foot. What I would say is, nice try.

Anyway, this is so disturbing. I have no idea why. And I could hardly concentrate on studies. When mr choh pass us our 'o lvl fee' form, ohmigod. I felt so scare all of the sudden. 3 months already. Nothing much go into my brain. What worst is that, chemistry had finish the whole syllabus. According to mr.Tan, We should be able to do all past years papers he will be giving us. Oh man.

I believe practice makes perfect, sooner than later. I hope my ca will turn out to be good. );
I wanna go look for ms lucy. I can't accept the fact that O lvl is just a few months away !!!!!!!!!!!! FEW MONTHS AWAY !
OH.
MI.
FREAKING.
GOD.

FEAR! I just feel like screaming my lungs out . I hope I will die just like that, with no worries. Yet again, nice try.
I'm ok with my awkward looking face and position if I am to fly down from 10th, But not alright to see my mother's expression. Others not really huge impact. xp

Life would be much easier with 'a sense of humour'. : D

2009-02-26T04:48:00.000-08:00

Hi. 26'02'09. 2049.

I want to try new things ; Things alive people never try before.
I want to play with death. Have you try it before? By now, I'm open to any harm out there. I'm free from phobia. I'm not emo.

Thanks to PMB, that I'm just in time to stop myself from breaking down.
I'm so lost that I dont know what to do. Feared to see the expression of disappointment on all my sub teacher's face.
Touched when geog cher cried for us, hoping us to do better.
Touched when MT teacher say we are his source of energy to work.
Touched when teachers try to push us, in all ways.
Touched when MR choh is always there for 4B. Thank you all my sub teachers.
The more they do, the more I could smell my own phobia.

中四生活千篇一律。自由受限制。不是读书，就是练习，读书练习，练习读书，令我有点想吐的感觉。
再讲多少也于事无补。少壮不努力，老大徒伤悲。但人无千日好，花无百日红，不经一事，不长一智嘛！

老师，请你相信我。我会努力的。不敢保证能得到你们设的标尊，但至少我会努力！

2009-02-18T04:13:00.000-08:00

Hi. 18'02'09. 2015

Mr. Choh, " I don't see any guy or man in class 4B. They are just BOY. "
Ha. How true. I'm not insulting, just stating a fact.
Yesterday he came back to class and give us lecture, due to some conflict.
Puti cried. I cried. Christ cried.
Puti cried is because of the lack of unity in the class. Christ, I don't really know. She used to be so strong. Me? Just for waste. ;D

I quarreled with Mingren. He was somehow, complaining on the class shirt design.
I find it nice. Christ designed it. I helped her, but not much. She put in alot of effort, and that is the comment she get. When she is designing it, what are mingren and his clique doing? Playing catching. Yea. SEC 4 BOY playing catching. (:
I cant remember whether is it me or him who shouted first, Eventually, the quarrel started.
He start shooting vulgarities. Instead of ignoring, I returned his swearing.
Sin committed. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have shouted vulgarity, how immature of me.

But I still dont think I am wrong, in terms of commenting on him for commenting on christ's design. xp

4 Days. Since sunday. Haven't yet have a single word with my mother.

Sad.

2009-02-14T20:29:00.000-08:00

15'02'09. 1229.

I DON'T hate my mother.

Hopeless? Biased.

2009-02-13T04:27:00.000-08:00

Hi. 13'02'09. 2029.

Felt left out. English lesson. I suppose I'm to blame for this. For talking in class with jialu. Miss Lim seems to dislike me, my attitude. I approach her, she rejects me at times. Hx approach her, she attended. I'm hurt.

I'm obese.
I wanna cut down on my diet. I felt so numb.

When attention is not on me, at times I felt left out.
When attention is set on me, I felt annoyed.
What is the point of me living? But I wont wanna die by saying that.

Tomorrow is valentine's day.
I have no idea how to spend it.
For the first time in my life, 5 invitation on This day.
Not BGR please. 2 from friends. 3 from others.
I've decided to go for class cheer,
And go study with Peh mingbin. Depends on how long I take to study.
I dont have the luxury of time. Pardon it.

Happy valentine's day, girlfriends.
Happy valentine's day, peeps.
Happy valentine's day, Terence Goh.

2009-02-11T04:33:00.001-08:00

Hi. 11'02'09. 2033.

This is bad. I somehow feel that she expected me to give and her role is to take,
In our friendship. She dont use to be like this. Is it the popularity that changed her?
She seems more demanding than before. I ask for help, she will respond to my need.
But now she ignore. I'm hurt, that instant when she ignored me when I asked for it.
I'm hurt.
What else? Yes. No secret. But basic respect and privacy should still be preserved.
I wish it's the tons of homework that stressed me up, I hope I'm just being sensitive. Ofcoz. Right? Hmm.. Nice try..

P.S I still love you.

2009-02-05T06:02:00.000-08:00

Hi. 05'02'09 ; 2202.

I'm left helpless. I've got shockingly good results for Mathss that I never thought I got such a day..
-E maths : 6/20.
-A maths : 0/30.
Hmm.. And I thought those promises on teaching me, giving me free tuition is from heart, but it's all just FOC. Haiix.
Peh mingbin. What a kor you are. Dissapointing ! =x
Seriously, jacq jie, I am in the urge of needing some help, and am helpless.

My 13 points and below seems so near yet so far.
I'm always commented as ; Ain't stupid, ain't retard, yet lazy. Lazy Lazy Lazy.
I did spend times on those homeworks. But.. It don't seems to be working..

2009-01-30T06:32:00.000-08:00

Hi. 30'01'09, 2234.

Here to crap.
First crap ;
Since the day where Obama became the first black president, the economy hasn't go well - yet. My bro strongly thinks that he is not the right one, while I, as the opponent like always, disagree. It takes time, like ofcoz. As I'm like part of those who suffer from the shrinking of wealth.xD Please, pray hard this won't take long.

Second crap ;
I simply hope that I can get pass my 18 ASAP. Due to the low-birth-rate and low-death-rate in singapore, More and more old people and lesser young generation. This sudden thought of the debation topic ; Woman-serving-NS, makes me feel seriously uneasy. Yea.

Third crap ;
-Like to me is like nothing. Not exactly nothing. Something more than just a passerby. When i like someone, It can mean nothing. But it can be something too.
-Love to me is everything, my whole world. Life can be given just for this word.
PWX, The first guy that I ever thought of giving up my life for him. A love which is neglected, ignored. The second guy, swear his love to me, end up to be crap. I once neglected and ignored it, but found myself giving in again right after. But he never know. Too late, Whether he visit or not, doesn't matter. Concentration is set on O's. I hereby announce that TGKY will be the last guy I'm in love with. And 'wode' will be the last guy, for now, I liked. If some of you, (laopo especially) out there wannna say I hua chi, whether is it because I talk to guys or because I say a passerby handsome which makes you say I hua chi, Out loud to me, go ahead.
I'm numb by now. So yea, Believe it, or not.

Last crap of the day ;
To all assholes out there. When Nobody wants, nobody is giving a damn. When someone wants, Then all starts to come. What's the point? The loves messages and vows are just craps. Thank you. Get the freaking fish right, Girls are not for you to try on, or even a leisure tools. Not any girls out there is. Mind all of you.

Till then.

2009-01-27T06:55:00.000-08:00

Hello. tuesday. 27'01'09.
My relative came. Because I'm in my home clothes and they are in their new year clothes. And so, I decided not to appear as a maid-looking girl in the pic. So yea. No pic is taken. But however, the day before i've took some pic. Camwhoring yea.xD

LOL. Actually i broke the cute lil ox.xD. Can you see the 3 small hole there?xD I tried to mend it but can't. But over all appearance is cute though. Thats all.
Now, 1127. I found my stack of homework, not even 1/10 Done. Hmm. However, i did cross my finger When I Post the previous previous post.xp So yea.

Till then.

2009-01-26T00:31:00.000-08:00

Hello. Today, Chinese' big day. 26'01'09.

To me, today is just another normal day, except the fact that
We have to go pray and pay 'visit' to my Grandparents. Hmm..

I will keep it short. That day, Was chinese new year celebration.
I found this in my schoolmate's blog. ;D -
'谢谢很踊跃为我尖叫的你们
艳玲，丽敏，燕虹，慧欣，于琦，怡杏，大小宋等等！
Ha. And later that day, I heard someone singing a phrase from this song ; 突然好想你.
And he sing like damn nice can. I followed his melody and found myself having a particular one in my mind.
突然好想你.. 你会在哪里..? ~~TGKY~~

The end.

2009-01-23T03:49:00.000-08:00

Hi. 23'01'09. 1953.
I damn pissed off today can.
Not because our class lose to 4c for the decoration, not because we lose to them in the hamper wrapping competition. And in fact, the whole school know that the champion is in our hand, it's due to the red eye of others can. xD
Just look at the decor in the previous post and you will know.
Damn funny can. Our class Gets so famous among the staffs and whole school in one night time. Ha.

Yea, anyway, I was saying I am so pissed off by a girl from 4c. Losing doesn't really matter. As we know no other class can compete with us. It's just a prize. Everybody in the school knows just matter-of-factly.(:

Siting in the hall watching the performance, with some freaking ugly comment coming from the girl. The comment keeps coming and coming. Oh please! I swear I am not talking to her. Can't she just keep her comment to herself? Can you believe it? I am so pissed off that alot of vulgarities came out of my mouth. Yea. After a seriously offending comment. I'm not pretty. I admit that too. I'm ok with others saying this to me, but not you, EHSJ. Cause you ain't any better.(:
Here's a little something for you ; Please, Think before you speak.

2009-01-22T04:37:00.000-08:00

I must admit. Our class 4B, Is damn united. In 5 hours, one afternoon, the whole classroom walls is covered with red and gold packets. Our class is like damn nice can. I suppose after this, we are much more bonded.xD
Anyway, No peace even on chinese' big day. My alex give no mercy to us. A maths students are worst. Hmm..
But I swear all works will be done and it will be neatly presented to all the teachers out there. Ha! Disappointed that we can do it?=x

And.. I just hope that both of you(you know who you are) can be less hardcpre.
Both of you is similar in character which dont make things any better. Infact, it deepen problems within. Please. For the sack of the three years sister-ship, the thin and thick we've gone through.. give in a little bit..

To someone
I will not give in to you anymore. Note that.

2009-01-16T07:10:00.000-08:00

Hi. 16'01'09. 2310.
Just came back from school. Yes, school.
Parents meeting Session end at 9, and we reach home at this time.

Craps of the day, my sis was there, standing beside me.
First, edmund walked past and ask a stupid question,"Cathrine, is that your sis?"
I said yes and his reply was,"You two look so alike, but she is prettier."
Whatever, woman. And next, kova and pravin ask the same stupid question with that "Your sis look nicer". Aha. Whatever.

No much bad things came from teachers to my mom, as you all know, I'm 100% typical good student. : D But bad things is transfered to my teachers instead, from my mom.=.=
Whatever, anything, Craps, DUH.
Yanhong say I'm molesting her o.o
I am god. Her god.xD
TaDa! My typical clothes hanger.xD
Yanhong and Cathrine. (x

2009-01-15T05:04:00.000-08:00

Hi. 15'01'09. 2105.

I love it today. (x
Just a fine day though. But that chunk of assignment.. simply no word to describe.
Perhaps is the amount of braincells being killed daily which makes my brain work a little bit slower.
Talking on phone only make things worst, you know? Radiation kill cells. Aww.
However, talking on phone with laopo and jie was great. Don'T stop me from killing my braincells this way. xD

Oh, crap.

Managed to cheat some money today. I'm quite happy that I managed to.
If you wanna learn how to, look for me personally. But I have to put it this way, I may not let out the secret of my success in cheating though. xp

Oh, more Crap.

Anyway, get to know our combination today. I am recommended to continue my A maths,
condition is to drop to sub sciences. Ha. I'm fine with this. I'm not exactly sad, but kinda feel wasted. But never mind. 1 F9 is always better to work on, compare to 2 E8. (x

--Practise make perfect. I understand this now.: D

2009-01-14T04:49:00.000-08:00

Hi. 14'01'09. 2049.

Here, again, to complain, I'm tired.
The more I sleep, the more tired I feel.
Maybe I should try not to sleep.. I will try to. I will. : D

My sis, Susan Peh, got 15 and 18. Sad to say, No congrats for her. She failed her english. Sad case. But she done quite well overall. I hope I dont have to be the bottom of them all. Must get 14 & below. Target locked.=x

No matter how much I've done, my homework is forever increasing.
How could it be? The more I do, homework is always increasing instead of decreasing.
Serious.
You try to sleep early and wake up at the normal time routine.
You try finishing your piles of homework with the same amount of time.

Then, You will understand.

Anyway, Happy birthday marilyn laopo. You're now one year Older(x

I found this in CL's blog. Quite funny.
Irritated when None of the question I've answered correctly.
But, however, it meant to be a joke. So, yea.
Try it ;

TEST FOR DEMENTIA﹝癡呆症﹞

Below are four (4) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. Let's find out just how clever you really are.

First qns : You are participating in a race. You overtake the second place person. What position are you in?
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ans : If you answered that you are first, then you are wrong! If you overtake the second place person, and you take their place, you are second! LOL XD .. hahaha

Second qns :If you are in a race, and you overtake the last person, then you are?
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ans: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST person?! You're not having a good time at this! Are you? :P

Very tricky maths! Note: This must be done in your head only. Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it.

Third qns : Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000. Now add 30. Add another 1000. Now add 20. Now add another 1000. now add 10. What is the total?
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ans : Did you get 5000? The correct answer is actually 4100. Don't believe it? Check with your calculator!

Today is definitely not your day. Maybe you will get the last question right?

Last qns : Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono. What is the name of the fifth daughter?
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ans : Nunu? NO! Of course not. Her name is Mary. Read the question again!

2009-01-10T05:55:00.000-08:00

Hello. 10'01'09. 2156.

Went to NP just now. The school is like damn big.
Saw a really cute guy. And have so much fun.
Just being nice, actually. Not that fun, but fun. LOL CRAP.
I suppose I've choosen 3 course out of so many of them.
- nursing & Child psychology + Early education & Early childhood Edu.
Hannah. Pictures taken. Show picture more realistic.(x

Her hair smells good.(x
Ballon!

2009-01-09T06:11:00.000-08:00

Hello. 09'01'09. 2213.

Just now is a long day. This week is a long week.
I'm tired tired tired. So much to say, yet I'm left with silence.
My Alex teaches maths damn fast.
If I say My alex is fast, do you think I should Think again? Hmm..
I finally saw jonathan kor. Like, centuries ever since..

CCA Display day -
Bixuan is paralyzedxD
xp Camwhore.
Actually, Robotics sux. Know what? I'm kinda like, having shocked by an eye Electro wave by hong hong sir?._. He teaches us riffles and yea. His quite attractive when he teach. But normally, people will think he looks just too average to be seen. Hmm..?

Lao da's birthday - That's my sis, My bro, and me. (x It's a B-L-E-S-S-I-N-G.
=.= Birthday ah pek watching tv while singing birthday song for him. duh. Ahpek with his lovely ah mei xp

2009-01-07T06:27:00.000-08:00

Hello, 07/01/08.

278 days away from O's.
And I'm starting to feel exhausted.
4 days after school reopen and I haven't have a good sleep Yet.
Yet. Hmm.. Home works piling up.
By looking at the chunk of works given in merely 4 days,
makes me felt so haggard.
Due to what my Alex choh(??) say, "Sec 4 is simply a year where students have to get independent and simply starting a race against time." I am trying berry hard to practice for this race.
Mr. Potato(Shh..=x) say, "get prepare to be torture in all ways, until all of you gets seriously out-of-shape(...=.=)

2009-01-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

Hello. 04/01/09. 0930.

Here to complain that, my Chemistry not even half way yet.
2 months homework. Hmm..

Love me, hate me, I'm still on your mind. Thanks? (x

2009-01-03T04:27:00.000-08:00

Hello. Bq tagged me to do this. Quite reluctant at first,
But somehow after reading it in her blog, I find myself doing it. : D

Not for any reason. Just random putting the name in those num. Dont think too much yea.

Tag this ppl to do this quiz:
1. Jialu.
2. Hx.
3. Marilyn.
4. Yanhong.
5. Christine.
6. Jacq jie.
7. Chenglong.
8. Kok siang.
9. Jasper goh.
10. Biqi.

1) How did you meet no.4?
- Ex-classmate + Good friend.
2) Do you have any crush up there ?
- Unable to define.
3) What would u do if u hadn't met no.1 ?
- Life will be berry dull.
4) What would you do if no.6 & no.2 were going out with u?
- Will be like, damn wierd if there is only 3 of us.
5) How did u meet no.8?
- Thorugh Christine.
6) Is no.2 ur best friend ?
- Like, duh.
7) Who is no.9 best fwen ?
- No idea.
8) Have u ever dated no.1 ?
- Like Yea. She's my girl. : D
9) Do u miss no.4 ?
- Definitely.
10 ) What do you think of no.6 ?
- Lovely, cute, Charismatic, Caring, What else? : D
11) What do u think of no.7 ?
- Hmm.. I'll keep it to myself. : D
12) Who does no.3 like?
- Cathrine Peh li min. : D
13) Have u been into no.8's house?
- Like no? LOL.
14) Do u love no.9 ?
- Of coz. My senior.
15) Do u trust these ppl?
- Maybe.. Maybe not? (x

2008-12-31T20:12:00.000-08:00

Hello.
The time now is 1212, 01/01/09.
Second post of 01/01/09. : D
I'm here blogging simply because I am too lazy to finish up those homework and start on my revision. LOL. I've being busying myself by looking for all pairs of socks.
Sickening. All socks went missing.

How i dreaded going to school. I hate A-maths. Lesson too. That Daniel lam.
Like to laugh at people when he gets better grade. Edmund see, Raja. Laugh at people in all ways. LOL. Thinking of this, kills quite a number of my braincells.=.-
However, I've decided to put my full momentum on A-maths first, due to a tiny little test on Jan, to determine whether pupils should continue taking A-maths.
Dropping A-maths ain't in my list of Things-to-be-done.
This. Is my current A-maths text. Cool har.
Some say.. censored. Some say I'm nuts. Some say I'm clever. Well, What do you think?
Hmm.. I guess I'm not quite keen to know your Answer though.(;: DDD My current hairstyle.xp

2008-12-31T09:15:00.000-08:00

Hello. New year! New stuff. Alot came to wish me happy new year. How touching.
Anyway, the time now is 0129, 01/01/09.: D Dont follow the date above. LOL.
Tomorrow school reopen already. How sad.
Some photo to share.xD
I'm so boring, so took some photo. Dont comment as ugly. LOL. I know myself better.
Ha. That's My bro there.xD
Woo~ ghost. xp
Jie drew this on msn.=x Cute?xD

2008-12-29T22:34:00.000-08:00

Hi.
Less than a week. School reopen on Friday. Nuts. School reopen. On Friday.
Imagine, saying hi in school, and goes with "bye".
I bet Not many of us will appear in school that day too.
It's Friday, early dismissal.

No doubt good student like me, homework is just as clean as when it first reach my hand. OH. Oh.

The starting of something, always go with the ending of something.
Starting of school, new year, new life, new stuff.
Ending of slacking, tidbits biting, Games playing, show watching.
It always end when I've just got addicted. That itchy feeling. Duh.

'Os next year. Months ahead. Tragic ending. Torturous starting.
Nothing else to wish for. Just to get through it ASAP.

Till then.

2008-12-27T02:27:00.000-08:00

My jie, the second left girl. Above average, don't she?xD
Dine in And win!=x
I like the mess of my hair.xD Whether you like it; or not.
Eating ice-cream!xp
My sis and me. : D

Hmm.. Not really much thing to say about christmas. Like what GOH say, It's just another normal day, awaiting to past. So, nothing special about normal day. And Btw,
from what i saw/read for the past 2 day, people ain't happy with christmas, for some of them, that is. They complain santa is fake afterall, wishes not granted, present did not appear. Well, I don't think so. Wishes not granted, present ain't given, only means you haven't being good for this year. So, Why blame and accuse that santa dosen't exist? Do i make Sense? (:

2008-12-25T10:35:00.000-08:00

This is what i do everyday. From the min i woke up, till the min i sleep.

With my jie. Love her most!xp
With CL and JW(CL friend)Yea. Couple already! (shy)=x

2008-12-24T23:58:00.000-08:00

Hello!
Merry Christmas

Thanks everybody, for the wishes.
To my love ones, like ones, hate ones(If any);
>May all your wishes come true. : D

To people who love, like, dislike, hate(If any) me;
>Thanks for your wishes and welcomed if you wanna thanks me for those blessing i've given.xD

So many people come and bless me. So touched. Few days to new year and
School reopenning. Grab hold of the time lef and Play AUDI!xD
Wanted to play now but due to my jie(Hmm..) I stay here and chat with her.xD
I good right? Everybody say so, I can't help but think that i am good.=x
Kidding!=p

2008-12-24T05:43:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Slept at 5.10 This morning and woke at 2. Not bad har.
Chatting away with my jacqueline jie. She is simply above average.
So attractive. : D
Also have to thanks Leanne ling on helping me with this blogskin.
She designed it! ;D For me!

Anyway. Nothing to post actually. LOL. So, share some photo bah.=x
Slowly, i'm turning myself into a camwhore. Aww~

LOL. That shirt Berry cute, HOR?xD Not mine. My cousin one.
Leanne ling's blog.=x

2008-12-23T03:28:00.000-08:00

Hello.
I have jokes to share. : D

A reporter and a millionaire is having this conversation ;
Reporter: Hello. I would like to ask you some questions involving on the success in your career, may I?
Millionaire: You may.
Reporter: Well, You're the most successful man now, who is the person behind your success?
Millionaire: My wife.
Reporter: Oh. And who do you think owe your life?
Millionaire: My wife.
Reporter: Alright. Last question. What are you before you've become a millionaire?
Millionaire: A Billionaire.

Another one ;

A woman met her long-lost close friend, and they have this conversation.
Woman: Hi. Time flies. And you look much more successful than before, than me.
Friend: Oh well, looks can be decisive. I'm not the one who is successful. My husband is.
Woman: Oh. I saw that ring on your finger. It looks good.
Friend: Yea. It fits berry well. And did you notice that you put your ring in the wrong finger?
Woman: Well, this is where this ring should be.
Friend: But why?
Woman: Oh well, Coz I've married the wrong person.

LOL. Life would be much easier with a sense of humour. ;D
Hmm.. Teens nowadays. Even the "ah lianss" have higher qualification and better studies than normal geeks and nerds.=x Never ever look down on teens these days.

I like that dog's foot print xp
I make That hair myself, out of my pencil. Dont comment it with a word "shit" thanks.=x

2008-12-21T00:09:00.000-08:00

Hello. LOL.
Share something cute with you.xD

(10:55 PM) ~~Huteh~~: u do wad den u so late slp de?
(10:55 PM) ~~Huteh~~: i knw liao the queen of porn
(10:55 PM) ~~Huteh~~: aiyoyo
(10:56 PM) -- `: You lei
(10:56 PM) -- `: The KINg arh.
(10:56 PM) -- `: I play audi larh
(10:57 PM) ~~Huteh~~: wad the king
(10:57 PM) ~~Huteh~~: !!!
(10:57 PM) ~~Huteh~~: dun any hw saesae
(10:57 PM) ~~Huteh~~: lol
(10:57 PM) -- `: unlike you. Bang every hole you find?._.??
(10:57 PM) -- `: queen go with king de marh.
(10:57 PM) ~~Huteh~~: ~.~
(10:57 PM) ~~Huteh~~: cant bang every hole
(10:57 PM) ~~Huteh~~: will break de lar
(10:57 PM) ~~Huteh~~: !!!!!!!!

I found this convo at my chat log when i was clearing it.xD Oh man._.
Sorry, The name should be censored. But i dont know how. So, no offence=x

Haha. Some random pic.
Mrailyn's blog=p
LOL My dog did this on my shirt=x

2008-12-19T11:28:00.001-08:00

I dont care how you look at me.
I dont care you visit or not.
I dont care how people say me.
I just wanna say, Terence Goh khien yong.
I seriously missed the days. Where you let my willfulness be.
Impossible to find them back. That is how deep I understand
Our problem is.

2008-12-19T03:38:00.000-08:00

Hi.
Someone Say my post is simply too long to be readable.
So, i will keep my future post as short as possible.
To be commented as long, only means uninteresting. Who would like that?=x

Today helped out in bookshop, simply tiring. Serving parents ain't an easy job.
Especially the Chinese. Ain't elaborating any further.
coz' of them, my body nearly broke into half horizontally._.

Ok. Stop here. This post is long enough already.
Goodbye faggots. Takecare. ;D

2008-12-18T04:16:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Another day passes. My promise to myself - Drained.
Forget bout the promise. No determination, promises is nothing.
Hmm.. Yea. So, still stuck in the 24/7 Tv, tidbits and PC daysss.
Like the whole teens world, Homework is left undone. ;D

Happy birthday chua chenglong ;D
Yea. Although i'm lazy, but momentum used on my blog will not decrease : D
Here to update again with.. Maybe something different. MV.
I used to not having good impression on this Singapore singer, but i came to love this song. If you're interested, sory, kindly wait for my blog's song to finish. Coz' i have no idea how to stop the music too (Hmm..)
Try to let him finish his song before you close this window?
Thanks.

After you realize the meaning of this song, You will know what to treasure, and when to give up. And giving up, may not be only the bads. Hope you enjoy!;D

2008-12-16T02:24:00.001-08:00

Hello.

Went to paya lebar, again. My mom caught a little bird this time. Comical.=D

LOL. Cute.
Self-assured.=x

Hmm..
I've lived for 15 years. Almost. And after So many years, I came to love my name so much now. Cathrine Peh limin. | 白丽敏. Suddenly felt so proud to have such a nice name. You can call me Cathrine, ms peh, limin, or Cathrne peh limin. I'm ok with any.=D
I've been living with my sis for 15 years. About 15 years, which is my whole lifetime.In my whole lifetime, I have not uncover a true about her, till now. I always thought i know her too well. But do I? Maybe.. Maybe not?

I've think about it already. I thought i know people around me - Maybe not.
>If you think you know my sis, Just think.
>If you think you know me well, Think again.

2008-12-14T04:56:00.000-08:00

Hi.

Went to harbour front again. I've made it till now. Not that bad har.
Was quite boring, you see. I've made alot of buisness. But ain't busy.
There, i saw 2 woodlanders and 1 ex-woodlander, my NP senior.
I gave her a big wave and say hi.

Made 2 pardonable mistakes.
I gave a customer $0.40 lesser, another, a total of $1 lesser.
I'm sorry. At least i make the effort to admit my mistake here?

When i was in a daze, le sheng appeared out of the blue.
Ohmigod, he is so damn stunningly handsome.
He was in way too conventional to be normal(Well, still normal.__.)
Outfit. So average yet so out-standing.
He was talking on phone while walking. The way he walks with the phone in his hand,
Oh man. Simply charming. Other than handsome i have no idea what else can fit.
From the berry first time i saw him in project superstar2, i've fallen for his.. Duh.

Ain't crapping further. Am i crapping bout this post? No. I'm not._.

P.S ; ILoveYou.

2008-12-13T05:18:00.000-08:00

Hello. Just girl's stuff.

What a miserable day. Today decided to work for my uncle at harbour front.
My mom drove me there and had our lunch. I have my period this morning, and shouldn't be eating spicy or cold stuff. In the morning, I experienced a stomach cramp. But i just cant resist the temptation.=x

Then after for like, awhile after i've eaten, My stomach start to cramp again. I sat down and I can hardly stand. My leg and hands is trembling like mad. Not being exaggerated.
I drank alot of water, which doesn't make things any better. And finally, i cried out loud in pain. The second time in my whole life which i experience this pain. I Cried like a baby to mom and ask her to bring me home. Before that, i went to toilet and sit.=x The pain is killing, and my leg goes numb. So i stayed in the toilet and almost fall asleep=x I also dont know why.
After awhile, i heard my mom calling. Haha. I must have fallen asleep, coz it's my mother voice which jerked me awake. LOL.

I would like to flash back to the first time when this happened._.
A normal school day, somewhere in the mid of this year. Having PE lesson.
I've decided to go running with pavi for her 2.4 Napha. I passed, of coz. xD
So christ and i joined her. Then after a few min run, i started to feel the cramp.
So i jog slowly, far behind them, hoping to reach school soon. But when i reached a bus stop, My leg goes numb and i could hardly stand. Feeling dizzy and feel like vomitting.
And bla bla bla. Christ came back and asked me what happened. So touched. She told me back then, my face was rather scary. Too pale to be white.=x
I ask her to help me call teacher. LOL And she came back with mr. ong..
Then after that she tell me that at first, sh told a stupid PE teacher.
He not only stupid, selfish too! After knowing a girl is about to faint out of the painess,
He still walk slowly, and care only for his own appearance. That is what christ told me.=x
Although I did not witness it, but I believe christ have no reason to lie bout this.
That time I seriously thought i will die you know?._. And he..
LOL.

A little crapping post.
Ok. End of story. Goodbye.
Misses and loves.

2008-12-11T06:08:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Again, and again.
Today went to paya lebar and help my sis and bla bla bla.
Before that, i took MRT all the way to paya lebar and when i was about to alight, the people rushed in and i tried to get my way through. And when i got down, was about to move on,
a girl behind stepped on my slipper and make me almost fall, my slippers was torn, which doesn't make things any better. The girl said sorry and kinda like dont know what to do, worried expression, is it? Dont worry, it's not your fault.xD

I took off both my slippers, took it in my hand, walked out the station bare-footed, and threw my slippers away.
I make my way to the store and ask my sis to lend me her's and i make my way to buy a new one.
It took me quite a long time to buy one pair of slipper._. And that cost $6. Cheap isn't it?
However, cheap stuff ain't good.
I wear it like for awhile, The bottom came off. I used double side tape to put it back in place.
But after for while, one side of the slipper torn off._. Then after that, another side. Then bla bla bla. I got the picture=x
>>>>>>>>

How lame. Never buy cheap stuff ever again._. It's rather an impossible task for me to walk home with those slippers. But however, i made it.=x

Today is absolutely below average.
And again, to all my beloved,
IMY and ILY allll. Muackx.

2008-12-10T05:36:00.000-08:00

Hi.
Actually i have nothing to post.
But to keep my blog alive, i have to at least look for something, anything to fit in here=x
Anyway, as i mentioned earlier on, i wanted to start on my revision for my o's.
However, a leopard can never change it's spot. I'm not determined at all.
So, everyday at home, as usual, watching tv and looking for things to bite.=x
LOL. Like lulu, I also have to start cutting down on my diet, and slim down.=x
But for the time being, Hmm.. Maybe later.. =x

My horoscope describe me best!=x ;

Are your goals set in stone? They had better be! The more solid they are, the faster you will be able to reach them. A lot can be achieved today, but only if you know exactly what you need to do -- write everything down if you need to. This is not a day to just go with the flow or follow your mood. There is too much at stake for you to just do whatever you feel like doing, whenever you feel like doing it. You need to be a little bit more disciplined than usual.

Yea. So i must train my determination and discipline from now on! Ha! As if!=xx

Ok. Again, i would like to tell my beloved,
ILY all And IMY all too! : D

2008-12-08T08:56:00.000-08:00

Hello.
time now is 12.57am. Early in the tuesday morning.
Waited for him to online.
Anyway, Just now, which is last night, went to "tua" for dinner.
It's something chinese does every year. Peope will come together to have dinner and auctioning at the same time.
Was boring, Cold, full and.. maybe i little bit of cute time spent with a little boy=x
Well, Theres an unknown boy, running about wildly and wanted to play with puddles of dirty rain water. His mother keep pulling him away, but failed. The scene where he run to the other side of that puddles of water, thinking that his mother cannot catch him, he jumped for joy, is like, so cute!=x
Then i gave him the sweet i have in my pocket, he jumped for jjoy again. He is like, damn energized=x LOL
So, we played for awhile, then his mother pulled him away.
He came a few times, calling me "jie jie jie jie!!!" And pulled my arm. Oh man, seriously can't resist the cuteness.
When my cousin reached, she sat beside me and we were looking at something, the boy ran here and call me, forcing his way through my cousin and me. LOL. Then my cousin asked, "Whose boy is that? Your friend?=x"
My aunt reply, " No larh. Her new admirer larh.xD" Haha.
So so cute right?=x
Ok abit crap for people out there. LOL but it's ok.=x

Thanks. I love today.
To my loves, ILY and IMY.

2008-12-07T00:30:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Hmm.. The time now is 4.31pm. Nothing better to do. So, came here to entertain myself.
Anyway, I, Cathrine Peh. Has made a berry meaningful, wonderful, beautiful, colourful(???)
decision of my life.
I Will leave working behind after next year, about this time, which will be after O's. Now, I wanted to start spending my time on watching tv, eating chips, sweets, chocolate, basically everything that is within my reach, which i am able to bite=E, using this stupid lappy, having no idea which net to surf, playing online games.
No, all this is just part of it. What's major is that, i will start spending my time on revision.
Like ofcoz, o lvl next year. Any more time to waste? Like hell no.=x(as if)
Alright, let's just hope that i can hang on to it. Thank you for hoping so=x

Specially for lulu,
Sorry lulu, Yesterday quite sian, so i was quite "cool" when talking to you. I know thats hurtful.
Coz when i scroll up to see what you meant by my replies is cool, it's something that will be hurting me if you're the one replyiing so._. Sorry. I did not notice that.=x

To my loves, IMY and ILY.
Especially xiin.):

2008-12-06T06:44:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Same old thing is repeated again and again. How meaningless life is.
Went to paya lebar and helped my sis and bla bla bla. Today abit special. Saw daniel lam and weiqin. But they did not notice me. I never call out, due to not attracting attention. I by pass their shoulder but they did not notice too. Saddening. How average i am. Un-noticeable._.
Anyway, Laopo just helped me to create facebook. Quite irritating, received alot of the mail.
However, a thanks should be given. Thank you laopo. Muackx.
Ok. I suppose thats all for today. Some random pic taken. Although face is not seen. This is art=D

2008-12-04T04:17:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Today, 4th of dec, went to work at school bookshop, with jialu and mr. khir's son, still mr.khir.xD
Anyway, Quite tiring. Have to run here and there., today, without any special reason, came alot of people. So, buisness berry good, dont even have time to rest. LOL.
Mr khir brought his son his lunch, then i forced him to give me.xD Not that bad. I asked him and he say take if i want. Ha. So, i shared it with lulu. Yea.
Then lu's first service is given to the unlucky one, limwenhao. LOL=x
After like, for awhile, he msged me and say lu forgot to write him the order form, ask me to ask lu do it and pass to me, return him when school reopen.
LOL. So, i closed my phone, and continue with work until people left, and i took out to reply.
I Sent, "haha. Ok. She berry stupid right?"=x
But not to limwenhao, but to hoejialu. Haha. I did'nt notice that=x
Later on, she walked pass me a few times, wishpered to me ear, saying "eh, who is the she? Who you refering?" Something of sorts. Then i was like, huh? i didn't say anything what.
After work, we went to eat mos burger, and we started talking about the day.
Then not knowing how, she say, Who am i reffering to just now. Is it? Then she say i msged her just now saying "she berry stupid right?" And bla bla bla.
Then that was when i realize, not to talk bad behind others.=x haha.

Anyway, just now i saw BQ's most meaningful phrase ever! Ooops=x
Here : 你听过圣诞老公公吗?当有人跟我说他是假的,礼物都是父母和朋友送的,我无法相信,因为我的的确确有收过他的礼物,所以你说你不喜欢我,我也不能接受,因为你的的确确有给过我你的爱...

Dont you find it nice..? I wanna dedicate this phrase to you. I know you wont come to my blog. B ut i loved to leave this in part of my memories. When i grow up, i'm sure this will not just be a childish Post.(= Hello, future cat.=D
Anyway, thanks BQ for this..xD Spam more spam more!=x

2008-12-03T05:33:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. Kinda.. Not okay yesterday. So, yea.
Anyway, today went to Paya lebar again to help out at the store.
Quit boring.. Photo taken candid.=x

What's interesting is that, the ATM machine has no money in it.
Ha. And so My sister and i started talking crap like;
ATM machine with no money, just like, Buying chicken rice without chicken,
Fishball noodles without fishballs. Buying potato chips with out potato. Buying delifrance without Bread. Buying newspaper without news.xD
Funny right?=x Watching ahow without the actorsss. HAHA._.

The more i look at you, the more handsome you are to me. Oh man!
Anway, IMY, my Cutie.(x

2008-12-02T07:48:00.000-08:00

It ended, here. It always end here, right at this point.
Thinking that, so close, yet so far.
It dont goes well with "I hate that."
But it definitely is ; "I dont like it."
I dont know how to say. I dont hate that, nor do i like it.
Anyway, today's second post. To let it all out, to let myself know, it just ended.

When life is not changing for the better, that is when you realize, the not-so-good moment is just about to begin.

2008-12-02T05:29:00.000-08:00

Hi.
I dont really wanna complain how boring my life is going now.
Actually, i dont really wanna post too. Ha. But my main purpose is to push the pervious post down.
Letting it stay on the top is not a berry good thing to do too.
I seriously have nothing to post. Except the fact that i got blister on both my leg, after i went to holland. V to look for job, and It's hurting.
LOL.

I dont think i can tell anyone this, so i keep it to you and me.
When i notice that i am looking at my phone more than twice per min, i know this is addiction.
When i came to realize this addiction, i know it's too late to save myself.
I have to say, sorry, to myself, i am risking myself to get hurt one more time.

2008-11-28T07:39:00.000-08:00

Hello. Sorry, but i am here to vent my anger. Skip this if you are not interested.

Damn You! I've been trying to put up with you as though i have no comment or anything.
But in my mind you are just another irritating pest. I wonder why you are invited to my life,
or should i say to our life. Please leave for good. I hate you leaving foot prints in our life.
If you continue as you are like that, one day, i believe one day, i dont care if you willl complain to her, being a cry baby and complain how hurtful my words are to you,
I swear i will blurt whatever is in my mind, out infront of you, right at you, let you know how irritating you sentences are to me, how bhb your sentence were to you.

Sorry but i think i cant take your crap any longer. Thank you for your understanding.

Love both my loves.
Thank you, muackx.

2008-11-27T06:06:00.000-08:00

When life is about to change for the better.
Possibilities. ;DD

2008-11-26T05:30:00.000-08:00

Hi. Stay home all day, watching tv, rotting.
Nothing to do at all. What a life.
Hmm.. should i put it as peace, or lonely.
LOL. Felt happy that the tv is mine, lonely to watch alone.=x
I'm so obssesed to the new show debut this tuesday, named litttle nyonya=p
No outing, nothing to post. Hmm..

2008-11-25T06:33:00.000-08:00

Hi. Was damn tired today. Yea i mean tired.
Yesterday night was chatting all the way. Suddenly, out of the blue, so many people come and talk to me.
When i onlined, was sianing at first. Then after nudging kelvin cheong, then people start talking to me consecutively.xp
Not boosting, just happy=d
And bla bla bla, chatted all the way till 1, then disconnected. I suppose the reason behind, is that the owner is geting tired for waiting for the internet to load.xp
Awhile after, slack around then went to bed. It was around 2.
This morning i woke up by a bad dream. Not as vivid in my mind, but i think there is images of hx and LUU. Can't remember what's the story.=E
Was late for work.=x So i dashed out of the house.
Miinutes later, when i'm waiting for train, mom msged and reminded me, i forgot to bring money along..
I was like, LOL. ALright, Who am i? i'm cat. I can find food just like that. *snap finger*
Ha. Oh crap.
I apologized to aunty and started by arranging the files. Then aunty ask me to pack for sec 1's stationery. Which included graph book, graph pad, A3 sketch book and bla bla bla.
I run here run there to get those stuff. What else? Ended up with bruises, for my carelessness. The books and files were so evil. THEY scratches me here and there. Almost cry there.
No way i'm gonna cry. i'm strong, you see.=D Lady luck is still around as aunty did not see that=x
Then hours passes and i'm getting berry tired, and starving.Around 12, aunty asked whether i'm hungry. "Ofcoz i'm not! I'm on diet!" yea right.
Aunty is berry caring. She asked if i wanted hers' but ofcoz not. She keep asking.. Good, don't she?
Okok, then i saw jun lin, christ and rebecca ng yin ling and their church friend, if i'm not wrong. I really hate to say that but her church is the most........ I've ever seen. IT CHANGES A PERSON'S PERSONALITY. From good to bad, bad to worst. NO i'm serious. Pardon me if you felt offended. But seriously, i can see the changes you know?
My sis told me that, and i felt that too. Ok, stop here. Cannot let other's influence my personality. =X

Then after that around 2, i thought it's 3. I started to pack up. Coz i was like, abit light-headed.
Then i'm wonderring why aunty is doing her things like time have not been moving. Then i sat down and rest, i took my phone out and oo._. It's 2. I was like, AHHH.__.
Then i went back to the file arrangement and start arranging.
Christ came in few momments later and helped. Bla bla bla. It all ended like this.
oooo nono, one more thing. Today, came one tamil aunty, under financial assis. Under this, money is not needed to buy textbook. Then she first came in without the fom. She started complaining to me that our school office is berry rude. I smiled, nooded, so as to stay polite.
Then aunty came and i say she have no form. Then aunty used a flat tone saying no form no book. She went back to the office and bring the form here. Co-incidentally aunty is not around again, then she started complainning aunty attitude is rude. Then she stopped when aunty came back. She then use a polite tone to talk to aunty. !!!._.?? Then when i double checked with her the books, she asked why some items is not given. Then i explained items recieved in sec 1 will not be provided again. But i think she dont understand, and say i didn't explain properly when aunty came to explain THE SAME THING TO HER! What the..

Today is absolutely below average.

2008-11-24T07:30:00.000-08:00

A post specially for her.
Nono, dont tell me, lemme guess..
You're.. hurt, like me.
You're.. missing him, like me.
You're.. Trying to stay strong.
You're.. falling.
You're.. out of your mind.
You've.. run out of idea.
You .. Dont know what to do.
You .. Think that you're alone.
You .. Hate this feeling.
You .. Need someone around.
You .. Just want him.
You .. Are killing your braincells now.
Am i .. Right?

Lemme tell you this, You're my everything now. What i means is, only everything now.
Am i with you now, HOE JIALU?

2008-11-24T05:44:00.000-08:00

Hello.
How to start. Ok, start with my phone!
I am thinkng of replacing a new one.
The only function that i liked most about my current phone is that, the alarm never failed to wake me.
Well, actually not so perfect, but at least, out of umpteen times, it failed once or twice.=p
Thats something, Right?(x
Other than this, nothing else work. It black out sometimes too. Kinda sick of it=(

Today, what a day.(;
Went back to school and found it really quiet. Dead silence. Thats the only time i find the cuteness of band=p Then after that bla bla bla. On my way to CWP. Theres a gil, appraoched and ask me whether i am free for a story. Then she started on the jesus story. She explain that we, human were seperated by god, from gods. So, We, wanna be linked to god, but was seperated by a thing called "sin". And bla bla, end of story. Her main point is to make me join their church. Like all of the church stories the same. And i said no, she Seems kinda shock? i have no idea what that expression is. And she ask to exchange num. And thats all.
Bla bla bla. i make my way back home.
OOO, one more thing. If god decides our fate, then wouldn't he be busy? With so many, infinity of us. And if he is, why do he care whether people is believing in him anot? That breaks the purpose of church. Dont you think so? And if god really IS there, why doesn't HE stop HIS own believers from competting with one another, of which is having most believers? Hmm..

Another thing, about previous post's lyrics.. i'm not done yet. Last song. All of them seriously explain how a broken hearted felt, how I felt. Bout him. And him. Yea all bout them, how dull my life is with them around.

Closed off from love, I didn’t need the pain.
Once or twice was enough, And it was all in vain.
Time starts to pass, Before you know it, you’re frozen.
But something happened, For the very first time with you..
My heart melts into the ground, Found something true.
And everyone’s looking round, Thinking I’m going crazy!
But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you..
They try to pull me away, But they don’t know the truth..
My heart’s crippled by the vein, That I keep on closing..
You cut me open and I..

Keep bleeding, Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love..

Trying hard, not to hear.
But they talk so loud..
Their piercing sounds, fill my ears, Try to fill me with doubt.
Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling..
But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes, with your embrace.
And in this world of loneliness, I see your face,
Yet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy..
maybe, maybe..